He looked at her. “How did you find my address?”
“I have people who find things.”
He nodded.
An awkward silence opened. Then, because he was who he was, he asked, “Would you like some water?”
She blinked, as if the simplicity of the offer surprised her.
They sat outside his room on two plastic chairs. He gave her water in a chipped cup. She held it with both hands like she had held his tea that first night.
“How are you doing?” he asked.
For weeks, everyone had asked her that question without wanting the real answer. She had answered with polished phrases: I’m fine. I’m managing. One day at a time.
But Richard was looking at her plainly, expecting honesty.
“I went back to the house,” she said. “I sat in the kitchen for forty minutes. Then I got in my car and drove here.”
“So,” Richard said softly, “not well.”
“No,” she answered. “Not well.”
It was the first unvarnished truth she had spoken about herself since the funeral.
So she kept talking.
She told him the house was too large, too full of memory. The kitchen held Sunday mornings. The garden held her daughter’s tree. Every room was a trapdoor into the life she had lost.
“The world expects me to function,” she said. “I understand why. I have employees, partners, investors. But there is a gap between understanding what needs to be done and being able to do it.”
“What happens to your company when you’re not there?” Richard asked.
She gave a tired half-smile. “You ask very direct questions for a delivery man.”
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