The Professor Mocked the Quiet Black Student—Then Learned Whose Son He Was

The Professor Mocked the Quiet Black Student—Then Learned Whose Son He Was

Then I started looking for somebody inside Whitmore who might still have a conscience.

That was how I found Dr. Lydia Moore.

Associate professor in the math department.

Sharp reputation.

Kept mostly to herself.

One of the few Black faculty members on campus, and the only one anywhere near Hartwell’s area.

I had never taken her class.

I only knew the stories.

That she did not flatter old men.

That she read every line you turned in.

That she had once pushed back in a faculty meeting hard enough to make a dean walk out.

At 5:47 in the morning, I sent her an email.

Dr. Moore,

My name is Isaiah Parker. You do not know me, but I need your help. Professor Hartwell has accused me of cheating after I solved a problem in his class. The method came from my father’s notebooks. My father was James Parker.

I think Hartwell knew him.

I think this goes back further than me.

Please. I am running out of time.

She wrote back thirty-eight minutes later.

Come to my office at 10. Bring everything.

Her office was on the fourth floor of a newer building that smelled like fresh paint and old stress.

Books stacked everywhere.

Three mugs on the windowsill.

One framed photograph of a group of graduate students laughing around a picnic table.

She shut the door behind me, pointed to a chair, and said, “Start at the beginning.”

So I did.

The classroom.

The equation.

The accusation.

My father’s name.

My mother’s box.

The letter.

The notebooks.

I talked for almost forty minutes.

She did not interrupt once.

When I finished, she stood up, walked to the photograph on her desk, and tapped the glass.

“Second from the left,” she said.

I looked closer.

A young Black man in a flannel shirt, smiling wide.

My face.

Older.

Again that awful, sacred shock.

“My father?”

She nodded.

“I knew James.”

My throat closed.

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