“Since yesterday,” I said. “So here’s my question, Mom.”
I leaned forward.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me?”
Her shoulders shook. She sat down like her body gave up.
“I was nineteen,” she said, voice breaking. “My parents said he’d ruin my life. They said I had to choose—keep you, or keep him.”
My chest burned.
“So you chose them.”
“I chose survival,” she cried. “They threatened to throw me out. To shame me. To cut me off. I thought… I thought I was protecting you.”
“You weren’t protecting me,” I said quietly. “You were protecting yourself.”
She flinched like I slapped her.
“He missed everything,” I continued. “Birthdays. Graduations. My life. And he lived next door—close enough to wave—while you let me believe he abandoned me.”
My mother sobbed, wiping her face with shaking fingers.
“I thought I could make it go away,” she whispered.
I stared at her.
“You taught me something when I was little,” I said. “You said you can’t bury what you are. It always comes back up.”
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