The moment I stepped inside, a wall of noise hit me. Overlapping voices, the clinking of fine china, and upbeat pop music blaring from a Bluetooth speaker. My mother, Barbara, stood in the center of the kitchen, aggressively directing two hired caterers. My father, William, was pacing near the bay window, barking into his cell phone about a delayed ice sculpture.
And in the center of the living room, standing on a small pedestal like the main event she believed herself to be, was my sister, Jessica. She wore a white silk robe, her hair half-pinned, surrounded by an orbit of bridesmaids and garment racks.
I stood in the entryway for a full ten seconds. No one noticed.
Then, Jessica casually glanced over her shoulder. Her eyes landed on me. She didn’t smile. She didn’t gasp. She looked at me the way one looks at mud tracked onto a clean white rug.
“Oh. You’re here,” she said flatly.
I set my bag down against the wall. “Yeah. I got leave.”
She frowned, her manicured fingers adjusting the lapel of her robe. “Didn’t realize I needed to schedule my bridal fittings around your mysterious work trips.”
She didn’t take the joke. She never did. “Can you not do this today, Morgan?” she sighed, turning back to the full-length mirror. “Everything is already absolute chaos.”
My mother finally turned from the caterers. There was no motherly warmth in her eyes, no relief at seeing her daughter alive. Just sheer irritation. “Morgan, really. You could have at least called. We have a full house and zero spare rooms.”
I nodded slowly, swallowing the metallic taste of exhaustion in my mouth. “Yeah. I can see that.”
No one asked why I was deathly pale. No one asked why I was standing stiffly, as if my muscles were locked in a desperate attempt to keep my insides together. No one cared. Jessica mattered. The dress mattered. The aesthetic mattered.
“Actually,” Jessica snapped her fingers, suddenly remembering I had hands. “Since you’re just standing there, you can help. Those boxes by the stairs need to go up to the guest room. Shoes, accessories, some of the early crystal gifts. Don’t drop them.”
I looked at the heavy stack of cardboard boxes, then back to my sister. Saying no would have sparked a screaming match, and I didn’t have the physical or mental bandwidth for a suburban war. Not today.
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