“You want the truth?” she asked. “Fine.”
She walked to the hallway and called for them.
The children returned one by one.
Valentina rested a hand on Lucas’s shoulder, then on Maria’s. Miguel stood close to her hip.
“This is Daniel Ortega,” she said. “Lucas, Maria… he is your father.”
The room went silent.
It was Lucas who spoke first.
“My father?” he said, almost laughing, though there was nothing funny in it. “My father has been gone my entire life.”
Daniel forced himself not to look away. “I know.”
Maria’s face hardened. “You’re the one who left Mom.”
“Yes.”
“You knew about us?”
“I knew about Lucas. I didn’t know about you until now.”
“You didn’t bother finding out?” she asked.
“No.”
The truth landed heavily.
Lucas took one step forward. “And now what? You show up because you feel bad?”
“Yes,” Daniel said. “Partly. I feel worse than bad. But I’m here because feeling bad is not enough.”
“You think money makes you a father?” Lucas asked.
“No.”
“Good,” he snapped. “Because it doesn’t.”
Maria looked at her mother, hurt rising behind her anger. “Why did you let him in?”
“Because he knocked,” Valentina said. “And because sometimes the people who ruin your life still owe answers.”
Miguel frowned. “If he’s their father, why is he here now?”
Daniel looked at the boy. It was almost unbearable, that open face, that unarmored question.
“Because I was a coward,” he said. “And because I am trying very late to stop being one.”
Miguel accepted the answer better than the others did, perhaps because children still believed people could simply tell the truth and begin again.
Lucas did not.
He turned to his mother. “I’m going out.”
“No,” she said quietly. “Stay.”
“For what? So he can look at us and feel guilty?”
Daniel spoke before he could stop himself. “You have every right to hate me.”
Lucas looked back so fast Daniel knew the words had been a mistake.
“Hate you?” the boy said. “You think hate is the problem? Hate would mean you mattered. I learned a long time ago not to expect anything from someone I never had.”
Then he walked away.
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