The door clicked shut behind them.
“I think it’s time you left, Pastor. Now.”
For a moment, I just sat there, numb. Then I heard it — a quiet, shuddering sob. I turned and saw Grandma’s shoulders shaking, her face hidden in her hands. I rushed to her side and wrapped my arms around her.
“Hey, it’s okay. I’m right here.”
She tried to speak, but her voice was thin. “I never… I never thought they’d treat me like this, Letty. Not after all those years.”
I squeezed her hand. “They don’t deserve you, Grandma. Nobody’s going to forget what you did for this church. Not while I’m around.”
“I never thought they’d treat me like this.”
Grandma wiped her eyes and managed a small, tired smile. “You’re a good girl, Letty. Maybe too stubborn for your own good.”
I snorted, trying to lighten the mood. “Guess I learned from the best.”
She laughed, just a little, and for a second, she almost looked like herself again.
That night, after Grandpa had gone to bed, she called me back into the living room.
“Letty, will you help me with something?”
“Anything. You name it.”
She called me back into the living room.
She glanced toward the hallway, as if making sure Grandpa couldn’t hear. “I want to record a message, my dear. For the funeral or the wake… or will reading. In case I don’t get to say everything I want before.”
“Of course, Grandma.”
She took my hand. “Promise you’ll play it, no matter what?”
“I promise.”
She squeezed my fingers, her grip still strong. “Good. Let’s get started.”
And that’s how we began.
“Promise you’ll play it, no matter what?”
Grandma wrote out her thoughts in careful, trembling script, then insisted on doing it in one take. I held the phone while she looked into the camera — tired, pale, unflinching.
“If you’re hearing this,” she began, “then I’m with the Lord. And if the pastor who asked me for money while I was dying is in this room, then I pray he listens harder than he ever prayed.”
She paused for breath.
“I loved the Lord, and I loved this church. But I didn’t need your fundraising speech. I needed a hand to hold. A hymn. A visit. I needed to be remembered before my funeral.”
I held the phone while she looked into the camera.
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