“Good, Eleanor. It’s good that you know your place.”
She stepped back and opened the door just enough for me to squeeze past her.
By the time I got inside, she had already planned the whole thing — chose the casket, the hymns, and the white floral arrangements he would’ve hated.
“I wasn’t planning on staying long.”
“It was easier this way,” she said, like she was talking about a dentist appointment. “I made all the arrangements yesterday.”
I was still holding my suitcase when she handed me a funeral program with his name on it.
At the wake, Cheryl floated from guest to guest, wineglass in hand, whispering gracious thank-you message.
I sat alone in a folding chair in the corner, clutching my dad’s old wristwatch — the one with the cracked face he wore like armor.
“I made all the arrangements yesterday.”
When people offered their condolences, I nodded. I didn’t know what to say.
The only thing I wanted to tell them was, He was the best part of me.
But no one ever asks for that.
That night, I stayed in my childhood room. The bed was stripped, the closet almost empty — like I was already gone.
The next morning, the last of the guests were barely out the door when Cheryl found me in the kitchen.
I didn’t know what to say.
“You said you weren’t planning to stay,” she said, wiping a counter down.
“I just need a few more hours,” I said, looking up from my coffee. “I still need to pack.”
Cheryl’s eyes narrowed.
“This house is mine now. And so are the accounts. You’re not entitled to anything.”
“I’m not asking for anything… except Dad’s guitar. Please. That’s all I want.”
“I still need to pack.”
Cheryl gave me a long look — the kind of look someone gives a stain on their carpet — and disappeared into the garage.
When she came back, she wasn’t holding the guitar. She was holding my dad’s old work boots. They were caked in dried mud, the leather was cracked, and the laces knotted.
She tossed them at my feet like trash.
“Here,” she said. “Take his junk. That’s all he left behind.”
Cheryl gave me a long look…
“Those boots built half this town, Cheryl…” I stared down at them.
“Then let the town take you in,” she said, raising an eyebrow. “Now, you have 30 minutes to leave.”
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