“I thought you weren’t coming back, Eleanor.”
“My clothes are still inside. My laptop, too. I just need to grab a few things and then I’ll leave you alone.”
She exhaled slowly through her nose, like I’d asked for her diamonds.
“You can stay tonight,” she said. “Just for the funeral.”
“I thought you weren’t coming back.”
“I wasn’t planning on staying long anyway.”
“Good, Eleanor. It’s good that you know your place.”
She stepped back and opened the door just enough for me to squeeze past her.
By the time I got inside, she had already planned the whole thing — chose the casket, the hymns, and the white floral arrangements he would’ve hated.
“I wasn’t planning on staying long.”
“It was easier this way,” she said, like she was talking about a dentist appointment. “I made all the arrangements yesterday.”
I was still holding my suitcase when she handed me a funeral program with his name on it.
At the wake, Cheryl floated from guest to guest, wineglass in hand, whispering gracious thank-you message.
I sat alone in a folding chair in the corner, clutching my dad’s old wristwatch — the one with the cracked face he wore like armor.
“I made all the arrangements yesterday.”
When people offered their condolences, I nodded. I didn’t know what to say.
The only thing I wanted to tell them was, He was the best part of me.
But no one ever asks for that.
That night, I stayed in my childhood room. The bed was stripped, the closet almost empty — like I was already gone.
The next morning, the last of the guests were barely out the door when Cheryl found me in the kitchen.
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