“Not a son — a shadow,” he added, guffawing like he’d just made the best joke ever.
“That’s enough, James,” Mom cut in. “He is your son.”
He smirked. “I’m just messing with him. Relax.”
He needed an audience for his ego.
That was the pattern in our house.
He would try to tear me down, and she would build a wall around me.
Then she got pregnant.
I remember the doctor staring at the ultrasound.
“Triplets,” the doctor finally said.
Mom’s eyes widened, and the blood drained from her face. She looked at my father, but he’d turned and walked toward the door.
The doctor stared at the ultrasound.
That was the first time he disappeared, and it soon became a pattern.
At first, he was just staying late at work. Then he was out doing “things.”
I helped Mom hold down the fort. She never said it out loud, but the triplets scared her a little. She was happy about them, but who wouldn’t be nervous about having triplets?
Then Mom got sick.
It started with “exhaustion.”
That was the first time he disappeared.
We all wanted to believe that was all it was, but then the word changed to “complications.”
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