And then it was Father André who had sent her with a letter and a firm recommendation. She is serious, clean, polite. Take her. That was what the letter said, the one Maman Abé had placed before Madame Kan. When Awa entered the house, she was struck by the silence that reigned there. A silence of silver, cold, suspended like a breath held for years.
Madame Kan barely looked at her. Can you cook? Yes, madam. You sleep where you are told. You speak when you are spoken to. You do not make useless noise. Has that been explained to you? Yes, madam. She turned her back on her. Thus the beginning was sealed. Awa settled into the small room near the laundry room. A windowless room with a metal bed and a crooked wardrobe.
She carefully placed her bag there and, at the very bottom, wrapped in a knotted handkerchief, a small red pearl necklace. She never wore it in public. It was a memory, an object without a clear explanation. The old woman who had raised her, Maman Sira, had simply told her: “It is all I could save the day you arrived. Keep it. One day perhaps, it will be of use to you.”
Awa took a deep breath that evening, alone in her room. She was 23 years old. She was neither fragile nor naïve. But in that house, something disturbed her. Not a threat, rather a sensation. As if the walls were watching her, or as if her footsteps were following an invisible trail. The days passed. Awa learned quickly.
She had that quiet way of doing things without making noise. She ironed Madame Kan’s silk scarves with almost religious patience. She knew her favorite teas, her reading habits, even her silences. The other servants liked her, discreet, kind, but there was something deeper in her, a gravity.
As if deep down, she carried a past heavier than her gestures allowed others to guess. Madame Kan began to notice that girl more than she would have liked. At first, it was little things, a way of smiling, of folding linen, of placing a plate down without sound, and then that look, that straight, calm, but overly familiar look.
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