I collapsed in agony at my sister’s wedding rehearsal. Instead of helping, my parents signed a medical refusal form. “She’s just being dramatic, let her wait,” they told the ER. They left me to d//ie so they wouldn’t miss dinner. While the monitor beside me slowed into a terrifying countdown, I realized the one thing hidden inside my tactical jacket was about to turn their perfect high-society weekend into a federal nightmare.

I collapsed in agony at my sister’s wedding rehearsal. Instead of helping, my parents signed a medical refusal form. “She’s just being dramatic, let her wait,” they told the ER. They left me to d//ie so they wouldn’t miss dinner. While the monitor beside me slowed into a terrifying countdown, I realized the one thing hidden inside my tactical jacket was about to turn their perfect high-society weekend into a federal nightmare.

I did not tell anyone I was coming home.

It wasn’t because I wanted to orchestrate a heartwarming surprise. It was because, technically speaking, I wasn’t supposed to exist right now. I was on unofficial medical leave from a classified intelligence unit. The kind of leave where your name gets scrubbed from the active rosters, and if you bleed out in the middle of nowhere, the agency politely pretends they never knew you.

I pulled my nondescript sedan up to my parents’ suburban house just before noon. I let the engine idle for a second longer than necessary, my hands gripping the steering wheel as I surveyed the front yard. Two massive catering vans were parked on the lawn. A pristine white event tent was being erected over the back patio, and a florist was arguing vehemently with a delivery driver about the arrangement of white hydrangeas.

Right. The wedding.

I stepped out of the car slowly. It wasn’t fatigue that slowed my movements, but the sharp, biting pull of the surgical stitches hidden beneath my heavy jacket. The shrapnel wound sat low on my abdomen, tightly bound and heavily bandaged. “Light duty,” the medical officer had said. Apparently, dragging my own broken body across state lines qualified as light duty.

I grabbed my canvas duffel from the back seat and walked toward the front door. It was unlocked. Of course it was. Nothing valuable ever went missing in this neighborhood—unless you counted the people.

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